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are not enough medicine people to go around as it is. Especially
on the Navajo Reservation right now, there use to be a hundred
people for every medicine man, now the stats are more like a thousand
per medicine person which means that when people get sick they
have to wait a very long time before the medicine man is free.
Native
peoples understand that a medicine person is a servant of the
people which means taking care of them comes before everything,
which means you're not supposed to need to sleep, you're not supposed
to need to eat. If they call you at three o'clock in the morning
they can't figure out what the heck you're doing asleep, if they
call you at five o'clock in the morning they can't figure out
why you're not already up! So the need is too great that if that's
what you're here to do, then you have to do it.
There's
just a lot of suffering out there, there's a lot of pain, and
there's a lot of confusion, and during this time of transition
and shift and all this stuff that's going on with Mother Earth,
and all this stuff coming through, boy everyone's gotta step up
and do what they're here to do.
When
you hear Elders talk, you don't hear about meditation, but that's
only because they live their lives in a very quiet, contemplative
way and they pray when the sun comes up and they pray when the
sun goes down. Their whole life is a prayer it's not like a 5
minute prayer as you're eating dinner, it's you're praying over
the food as you're making it, you're praying as you plant the
food, you're praying as you harvest it, you know, their whole
life is a prayer so the idea of sitting down and trying to meditate
just sounds silly to them, but when you're in a busy world and
your life isn't a prayer as you go, I think it's a real good step.
On
the rez I'm more comfortable because you got real problems, you
know, and I'd rather deal with the real problems then all the
crazy junk that goes on in cities. I've gotten where it's real
hard for me to be in cities anymore. It's not just the physical
pollution, it's the psychic, and spiritual, and emotional pollution,
you know, you're driving through traffic and you can just feel
it. When you're on the rez, if somebody is upset, they're upset
and that's it. If they're happy, they're happy, you know? I think
if people could live like that more of the time, it would be better.
Somebody
asked me one time about if I believed in God because they were
a church person and they didn't see me going to a church on Sundays.
And I said, well the difference for me is that, people who go
to church and just listen to somebody tell them who God is and
then they decide to believe it. For me I know God, and to me the
difference between Native American Ceremony and religions, is
that religions give you sets of rules and hierarchies to tell
you who God is and what he expects of you. In Native American
Ceremonies, they just call everybody in and you sit and you listen
to them and you get to experience first hand how loved we are.
And you get to know it, in your heart, in your mind, in your whole
body. Somebody wrote me one time, she said she wanted to get to
know me better so she had this whole list of questions and one
of the things she said was, "What do you do for fun?"
and I said the work I do is the most fun thing a person can do
in the world. I'll tell you that when you open up that portal
between the physical and the spiritual and you call in all your
guys and all their guys and you're surrounded by all these incredible
spirits and you don't know what animals will come and then you
get to blast out kidney stones or pull out a growth. That is what
I do for fun, you know work is hard, but it's a blast. I really
believe in my heart and soul, every single person on this planet,
if they were doing what they were sent here to do, they'd be having
a blast, you know cause it's what you're supposed to do. |